Seattle's Wear Blue; Run to Remember organization hosted their first 5k in his memory today. While I couldn't make it back to Seattle for the run, I decided to hold one on my own in his memory today. It was a powerful experience.
Since I hardly ever do cardio, my pace was decidedly slower than expected even though my heart and lungs were leaping out of my chest. Either way, I ran with his thoughts and last words in my mind. Wanted to share the power and unending strength of this man.
Always missed. Never forgotten.
“If you’re reading this letter, then my time on this earth has come to an end. There is no easy way to explain the way that I feel; no words that can possibly ease the pain that I’m sure you all are feeling. But if it is any help, know that I died doing what I believed in and most importantly, what I wanted to be doing. For so many years now, I have wanted to be a soldier and above that, a Marine. There are few things more important to me than that. The Marines are a brotherhood that has stood for 232 years. It is a brotherhood born out of struggle, sacrifice and success. And the price of success causes pain to so many. Over the years so many have died, just as I have. Every Marine hopes that he will never have to make the ultimate sacrifice; but everyone is willing to. There is no Marine on this green earth I have ever met that would put his own safety above that of his loved ones. We do this for the ones we care about; we do this because we believe that the good of the masses is worth more than that of ourselves. I sit here in that same green room that I have known so long. The glow of the computer screens. Safe in the comfort that you have given me for so many years. I owe to you, and to this country, a debt that I could not ever hope to repay. But this is my attempt. There are so many things wrong with this world and too few who care enough to do anything about them. Perhaps I joined the Marines as an idealist. But I’ve learned and dug deep down for what I truly believe. My death did not change the world….it may be tough for you to justify its meaning at all. But there is a greater meaning to it. Perhaps I did not change the world. Perhaps there is still injustice in the world. But there will be a child who will live because men left the security they enjoyed in their home country to come to his. And this child will learn in the new schools that have been built. He will walk his streets not worried about whether or not his leader’s henchmen are going to come and kidnap him. He will grow into a fine man who will pursue every opportunity his heart could desire. He will have the gift of freedom, which I have enjoyed for so long. If my life buys the safety of a child who will one day change this world, then I know that it was all worth it. Semper Fidelis means always faithful. Always faithful to God, Country and Corps. Always faithful to the principles and beliefs that guided me into the service. And on that day in October when I placed my hand on a Bible and swore to defend the constitution of the United States against all enemies foreign and domestic, I meant it. Please lay me to rest with a full military burial. Please also alert everyone in my phone book to my passing, and inform the Patriot Guard Riders so that they may provide an escort at my funeral. If I am on life support and stand a very good chance of never recovering enough to be any kind of productive, please take me off of it. I will let final discretion go to you, but I would rather die as a soldier than live the rest of my life as a cabbage. In death, as in life, ever yours, Will.”